Bagi mengejar cita cita impian dan juga harapan demi masa depan...terlalu banyak pengorbanan yang me kena lakukan...kepada orang orang yang me sayang,teman teman serta sahabat,anak anak me dan juga keluarga tercinta...lately ni..me banyak punya ruang untuk diri sendiri..dan di kesempatan itu juga me mengambil peluang untuk bermuhasabah diri..dan alhamdullilah me temui ketenangan...
Hari ini 2/2/2009 Jam 3.15ptg....tiba-tiba..ringtone I'm Yours dari Jason Marz di HP me berbunyi...number yang tertera dari skrin panggilan oversea ni...me angkat...dengar suara di sana berbunyi " Hello Gud Afternoon...Is it Pn Ezza ...,Am Zamilah from AP Travel N TourS LTD Singapore...ermmm do you remember that u have sent to us your resume before...(erkk dlm hati me mak aii dah berkurun lama tu me hantar resume..n me pun dah tak ingat bila...) tapi wat2 ingat jerk la..yeah..i remember..me jawab..ekekkeke..so may i know what is it regarding mem..me tanya dia...ok like dis ms ezza...actually we have go through your resume n we believe dat u have meet our requirement n u r suitable enough for the post that is available rite now in our office...adehhh diam jap me..ishh dah lama la benda nih me mintak...nape bwu skunk timbul balik nih..adehh..kan me dah ader kijer skunk ni..(dlm hati jer berkata2)..err may i know wat post is it mem...owh ok Operation Manager...adehhh...mmg yg me mintak dulu tuh..bt then how can it been so long n then just today that u contact me mem..me tanya...coz before this the position was still unavailable..after it vacant so we offer dat to u miss...wow gud news..me ckp...ok now i want to know if let say i accept ur offer wat is my job scoop would be mem..ok miss like this actually the position now is available in Singapore n also Tokyo office...since that u can communicate in Japanese language verry well we have decided to offer u to be based in our Tokyo office..hahhhh!!! me terkezut beruks..adehh one more offer..dat ive got afta DUBAI...and miss...(ekceli puan ler perasan nk jadi miss pirahhh mabuk ezza oii) for the first 6months u will be based in Singapore first then u will be based in Tokyo..ok mem can i get back to u later..could u plz give me some time to think about it..i will contact u later ok mem...ok ezza..plz get back to us ASAP..coz we want to make a preparation for u..like medical check up permit visa and watsoever...ok mem i will dun worry..TQ for the offer n TQ for calling..me ckp Tq to you too n we will waiting for ur answer miss ezza..TQ again..bye...mak aiii gilers dah ni...offer datang bertubi tubi..cemana nih ek...yang Dubai Contract basis..yang Tokyo permenant lak tuh..adeh..both pun mmg bagus...Dubai..kepergianku ditangguhkan kerana banyak lagi benda yang perlu me settle kan kat sini...so my boss pun x kisah dan boleh berkompromi..lagipun banyak kan krisis yang melanda dunia sekarang nih..mana yang melest ekonominyer ..mana yang sedang berperang... so dia masih boleh mempertimbangkannya.me confused lagi skunk nih..adehh asyik confuse jew bila nak settled ..sengal taw....tak tahu yang mana satu nih...naper erkkk...namun me tetap bersyukur ini mungkin dah tertulis rezeki me..cuma how me nak grab oppurtunity nih yg menjadi persoalannyer sekarang..adehh banyak nak kena wat homework ni nak kena timbang sama rata sama adil..kaji pro n cons nyer betul2..adeh if me terima yamg kat Tokyo camana lak me nak cakap kat bos me ttg offer Dubai tu kan..n if me terima g Dubai..me dah x dapat nak duduk tokyo n cakap bahasa jepun sangat...sedangkan itu my specialities..huhuhuhu..tulunn....perlukah me reject offer yg terbaru nih..lau me pk simple mmg me tolak mentah2 tp i like it tooo...adehhhh cemana erkk..tetiba teringat kat Kak Ungku Nor..adehh akak..akak je la ganti me boleh..g DUBAI..akak sokmo nak sgt g sana kan..ekekkeke jgn marah eh..arghhh..me dah fenin bangat nih..need a break..me need sumtin yg berasap..huhuhu chow dulu..daa...
Singapore...
Dubai
TokYo...ArGHHHHHH
Tak tahu YanG mana Satu nIh....
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